i've shifted my fitness goals a bit. we'll see how it goes. it's very intimidating being surrounded by huge men with big muscles, and here's little me with my 10 lbs weights. hrm. i try not to think about that, but it's hard when you're completely surrounded. but going to the gym before work is definitely the way to go. so, i have to wake up at 5am, but it's so worth it to have the rest of my day to just do stuff. is that crazy?