SOS: our house is being taken over by video games!! now we have them all--ps2, gamecube and our newest addition, xbox!

this trip to hawaii is really stressing me out. i really don't want to go anymore. :( i keep thinking that there is no way i can afford this trip, even with my tax refund. grr...i'm really irritated that w's [idiot] step-sister decided to have her wedding in kauai. what a burden on us all. and now that w is unemployed, it's not like we can afford to take a vacation! i can't even afford to buy groceries right now! (i have $1 and some change in my wallet, and a little over $9 in my checking account. i don't know if i can make it til thursday, my next payday.) but it's too late for me to back out, we've got our plane tix, our inter-island flights, our hotels are booked, our rental cars too. :( i hope my attitude will change once i'm there. i was planning to go skydiving, but i don't think i can spend that kind of money... i hate this, i know money doesn't buy happiness, but you know, sometimes it really helps!